It would be great if I could get people to do what I wanted or to do
everything my way. I'd never have to take responsibility for myself,
never have to struggle for anything, my wishes and wants granted. That
really was what I wanted as a child, but now I am suppose to be a
mature adult of 54 and I can still live in a fantasy world. Over the
years my mother, friends, girl friends and wife have said " you need
to grow up, Paul or your so immature, grow up!" It's very difficult to
grow up when you have know idea on how to do that. Before I got into a
Program and everything that goes with it, I would try to change but I
would always return to type.
I now know the path I have to take, to be a little less immature. I
am now learning a new formula effort = gains, study = grades. I am
learning to practice my program. One day at a time. I am not afraid to
put energy into something I really want, I need to do this for my
self-esteem.
I don't always see the results of the energy I have put into thing.
Other people do, then my motivation, determination and confidence can
grow. It's an attitude thing, change your attitude and change your life.
If there's no change there's no change.
Regards Paul
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